WINTER OF MY SOUL

It seemed as if warmth and love would never end
I was young with you, you were whole with me
Together we lived in the consummation of sunshine and joy
New found love and endless summer danced an age old rhythm
That ended abruptly and brutally like violent death
Leaving in its wake the lingering bloodless remains
Of crumbled dreams
Welcome to the winter of my soul...

"Winter of My Soul"

© 2009Anacaona Suriel. All rights reserved.No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

ECHOES OF MISERY (A Dark Poem)

Echoes...

(Echoes...

Echoes...) 

In my mind...

(Mind...

Mind...) 

Darkness...

(Darkness...

Darkness....) 

Deep inside...

(Inside...

Inside...) 

Trapped...

(Trapped...

Trapped...) 

In this hell...

(Hell...

Hell...) 

I'm so cold...

(Cold...

Cold...) 

I can't move...

(Move...

Move...) 

Frozen...

(Frozen...

Frozen...) 

By the pain...

(Pain...

Pain...) 

And the fear...

(Fear...

Fear...) 

Who will save me...

(Save me...

Save me...) 

Can you hear me...

(Hear me...

Hear me...) 

Echoes...

(Echoes...

Echoes...) 

In my mind...

(Mind...

Mind...) 

So much pain...

(Pain...

Pain...) 

In my soul...

(Soul...

Soul...) 

Will it always...

(Always...

Always...) 

Be this way...

(Way...

Way...way...way...way...pain...pain...pain...pain...)

"Echoes Of Misery"

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No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

THE DOORWAY (A Dark Poem)

The door is open
and inside my nightmare awaits
The joke was on me all along
For daring to think I can be whole
Pain isn't just my companion
It's my destiny
There's no escaping what was meant to be
And still I feel strange comfort
In the familiar darkness
The dirty view of the world
Is exactly as I remember
Its as though none of it ever left
I take a deep breath as I
Step through the doorway
I close my eyes
And enter the cold cruel embrace
Of my old friend...

"The Doorway"

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FOREVER SLEEP (A Dark Poem)

There is no satisfaction

To be derived when sleep eludes

And I tire of making the effort to even breathe

I smile at the sweet thought

Of the forever sleep of death

Wandering through life trying to hold back

Bleeding out my soul through a fake smile

No one can know

How the cold blackness advances in me

I smile at the sweet thought

Of the forever sleep of death

One more day to get through

I struggle to hide the ugly

I carry around with me

Madness is a dark ballet

In the back of my mind

I smile at the sweet thought

Of the forever sleep of death

Happiness is a high and when I crashed

It left me broken and twisted

An emotional cripple

Now I limp through life dragging

The battered, bloody remains of who I was

And I smile waiting for the lovely

Forever sleep of death...

" Forever Sleep"

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MINDLESS RAMBLINGS FROM AN OBSESSED WOMAN

I OFTEN SIT AND THINK ABOUT US

AND THIS SICK FASCINATION YOU HOLD FOR ME

I WANT TO HAVE THE COURAGE

TO TELL YOU ALL THAT’S INSIDE ME

BUT IN THE END THE COWARD IN ME

NEVER LETS ME EXPRESS MYSELF

I'M GREEDY YOU SEE

IF I CANT HAVE ALL OF YOU THEN I'LL HAVE SOME OF YOU

AT THE EXPENSE OF MY SELF RESPECT

AT THE EXPENSE OF MY HEART

AND EVEN AT THE EXPENSE OF MY MENTAL STATE

I'M ADDICTED TO THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

AND THOUGH I'VE TRIED SO MANY TIMES

TO WALK AWAY I NEVER CAN

EITHER I'M TOO WEAK TO LEAVE

OR YOU SENSING THAT I'M PULLING AWAY

DRAW ME BACK INTO THIS SWEET NIGHTMARE

BECAUSE YOU SHARE MY ADDICTION YOU MAY DENY IT TO YOURSELF

A PRISONER OF THE PAST

AND YOUR OWN MIND

AND YET YOU SHARE MY UNHEALTHY NEED

YOU KNOW WE'RE STRONGER TOGETHER

THAN WE EVER WERE APART

BUT YOU CAN'T OR WONT GIVE YOURSELF TO ME

IN THAT FINAL ULTIMATE WAY

YOU'RE MINE ANYWAY HOWEVER

AS I'VE ALWAYS BEEN YOURS

AND IF I CAN'T SWEAT OUT THIS SICKNESS

I'LL NEVER BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE...

"MINDLESS RAMBLINGS FROM AN OBSESSED WOMAN"
© 2009Anacaona Suriel. All rights reserved.No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

MY SUBSTITUTE LOVER (A Poem)

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DRIP (An Erotic Poem)

I look up at you and smile
my body exposed and waiting
im quivering with anticipation
you smile back at me
and i finally see what you're holding
it's clear as glass and it catches the light
turning it to liquid fire as it begin to melt
dripping between your fingers
a fire that reflects the one
which you've stoked in me
you let the ice drip on my skin
creating tingles so delicious
preparing me for the shock of cold
and yet you're teasing me too
because i can see the ice cube
but it hasnt touched me yet
drip, drip, drip

on my lips
drip, drip, drip

on my breasts
drip, drip, drip

on my stomach
and i drip, drip, drip

right along with it
i gasp as you suddenly place it on me
opening myself to the sensation
the cool burn of the path your tracing on my body
a path you chase with your tongue
you put the ice thats no longer a cube
in your mouth as you part my thighs and
cold, dripping wetness finally meets hot, sticky moistness
i cry out like an animal at the mercy of some predator
as ecstatic madness overtakes me
while you use your mouth to rub the ice
into my pleasure center...

"Drip"
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