MINDLESS RAMBLINGS FROM AN OBSESSED WOMAN

I OFTEN SIT AND THINK ABOUT US

AND THIS SICK FASCINATION YOU HOLD FOR ME

I WANT TO HAVE THE COURAGE

TO TELL YOU ALL THAT’S INSIDE ME

BUT IN THE END THE COWARD IN ME

NEVER LETS ME EXPRESS MYSELF

I'M GREEDY YOU SEE

IF I CANT HAVE ALL OF YOU THEN I'LL HAVE SOME OF YOU

AT THE EXPENSE OF MY SELF RESPECT

AT THE EXPENSE OF MY HEART

AND EVEN AT THE EXPENSE OF MY MENTAL STATE

I'M ADDICTED TO THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

AND THOUGH I'VE TRIED SO MANY TIMES

TO WALK AWAY I NEVER CAN

EITHER I'M TOO WEAK TO LEAVE

OR YOU SENSING THAT I'M PULLING AWAY

DRAW ME BACK INTO THIS SWEET NIGHTMARE

BECAUSE YOU SHARE MY ADDICTION YOU MAY DENY IT TO YOURSELF

A PRISONER OF THE PAST

AND YOUR OWN MIND

AND YET YOU SHARE MY UNHEALTHY NEED

YOU KNOW WE'RE STRONGER TOGETHER

THAN WE EVER WERE APART

BUT YOU CAN'T OR WONT GIVE YOURSELF TO ME

IN THAT FINAL ULTIMATE WAY

YOU'RE MINE ANYWAY HOWEVER

AS I'VE ALWAYS BEEN YOURS

AND IF I CAN'T SWEAT OUT THIS SICKNESS

I'LL NEVER BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE...

"MINDLESS RAMBLINGS FROM AN OBSESSED WOMAN"
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